Back to life...back to reality...

school still sucks, now i have even younger kids to torture me! They're so cute..but i don't have the patience of a 2nd grade teacher, im working on it. We're taking a break from IF this month. Just can't do it...been on meds for almost a year...my poor body is screaming for a month off. And so am I!! Fuckin wacky hormones=one crazy bitch!

Hoping this will renew my spirit, and give me the strength to continue with IF treatments. This is my favorite time of year and I want to enjoy it, not waste it with monitoring appts and needles. IVF is getting dangerously close...Is there some reason that I'm being denied the same happiness everyone else gets to enjoy?